I’ve never been the one to end it, but I can’t take it anymore, you’re on a thin line.

Being told you’ve changed it’s probably the worst thing to hear.

idek what else to say

I hate writing out my thoughts, absolutely hate it. I always start it out in my head and think oh wait nobody cares. But I need to, I can’t hold it in anymore. Some days I feel like our relationship is the best ever and other days it feels like a joke. Today would be one of those days. What do you want? Do you care, enough? Today a friend said to me every time you guys hangout you have sex that makes me mad. Which got me thinking, is that all you want? Also, I promised myself I would never be one of those girls whose needy or pushy. But sometimes I just wanna yell at you and tell you that you suck as being my guy! We never go out, you’re not the romantic kind, sweet talker yes, but I need romance. This is gonna sound stupid but something as little as putting a heart next to my name would mean a lot to me but you can’t even do THAT. Even after you said you would. But then I start thinking about how many girls want you and how you always come back to me even after we broke up and I talk myself into thinking you care a lot more than you show. So what do I do? I’m torn between what I want you to be and what you actually are. Oh wow this is so long but I feel so much better now. I know no one will take the time to read this but it’s ok, I just feel more at peace.

This always happens..

(Source: gladicecheungg)

Back with him, couldn’t be more happy about the idea but don’t know if I’m happy with his attitude.. Confusing I know.